i'm in my office now. after all the tasks and charges, i decide to open my email and create this blog.
i know i'm such a loser that i can tell everything here but i couldn't say it to you right away.
plus, you just made a distance. big distance and it really far. i can't even reach you.
and i can't even reach me. myself. i miss you so bad, you know.
i miss talking to you. i miss us.
i miss your smell.
i know i have to let you go.
i shouldn't think of you.
i'm so selfish when i need to see you.
but there the fact. i can't see you. i can't meet you.
i just can't.
that disability about you just make me crazy.
can you control yourself when you miss someone?
i can, i locked myself in my room.
i cried out loud without no one could hear.
this is me..
the girl who misses you so much right now.
in my cold office, dear you...